Second post for the day.

Why is it that these days, I am having more reasons to cry than having reasons to smile. It might be PMS, but I am not having one at the moment, not in a while though.

So I guess it’s just me.

Yes, if you ask me what is wrong, I might not give you a definite answer, cause frankly speaking I have no idea on what is wrong with me.

I just feel sad, and hopeless. And dumbfounded. I wish to curl up into a ball and cry, just cry. 

I am not good with emotions. I can never share what I am feeling. I’m a private person, I don’t share things. Even if I do, will you be able to understand? Doubt so.

I am trying not to curse, it’s been awhile since I last cursed. But fuck everything.

Maybe I should go to sleep, yes I think that will be better.